9: An Ode to the Road

Published

December 21, 2017

  • Each and every day I wake and walk with the sun.
  • It starts low, climbing over hillsides, rising slowly.
  • At last it finds its place in the sky
  • and begins to color the Meseta.
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  • Front and center a shadow grows.
  • It looks at me with indifference – a mirror of my darker side.
  • Fear, insecurity, doubt,
  • The manifestation of my inner demons.
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  • Each and every day, I wake and walk and confront them.
  • If I fight and struggle, I hurt and suffer.
  • If I push them away, I push myself away.
  • I cannot hide, I cannot run,
  • I can only bear witness.
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  • Salvation lies within absence.
  • But do I do it? Do I dare eclipse the sun?
  • To turn from the shadows is to turn from truth.
  • I would be swallowed whole.
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  • My shadow is here,
  • my shadow is me.
  • So long as I walk the Way,
  • it will keep me company.
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  • I can’t be scared
  • I mustn’t be afraid.
  • I must continue on and on and on,
  • moving toward the falling sun.
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  • Each and every day, I wake and walk towards Santiago.
  • The closer I get, the lighter I feel.
  • The sun hangs low, peering over hillsides, descending slowly.
  • Color fades from the Meseta, and my shadow is behind me.
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  • Westward lies Santiago, and I look.
  • The sun has set, the dark has settled.
  • A fire begins to grow deep inside.
  • It lights the valley and shows me the Way.
  • I wake and walk toward the Light,
  • closer and closer to Santiago.